Just another rant!

Well I have come to the conclusion that my utilization is way too high. I really need to find a way to beat it down. It seems like every time I pay my card off, I use it all over again. Something is off balance and I know what it is, but its hard to stop. Sometimes my upbringing is my downfall. I think I need to exercise restraint against helping people, and hindering myself.

So I am debating on whether I should cut my card up or lock it in the safe. I know that I can go broke, and have all the bills paid, Ive done it before. But with all the things that are happening, its just hard to.

Not to mention I had to pay for Karate, School, and Food, plus my little brother's uniform stuff. So basically the large amount I put on the card went straight back to debt.

Crazy.

I also found out that the course I'm taking is technically a duplicate of what I have already done. I emailed my dean a copy of the course description which I took at the other school, so that he can compare the course objectives with theirs. But I don't think that he is going to approve the credit, because the school wants to make sure they get a certain amount of $$$ from each student I guess. Sucks for me, I rather be home with my kindergartner on his first five weeks of school, than in a class which I have already basically mastered. BS I tell you! Either way I'm going to suck it up. Though I have not heard from him yet in response to my email